Saturday, August 6, 2011

What is Wrong with Me???

Why do I always put my foot in my mouth? Can I really blame it on my hormones? I mean, I would love to blame everything on my period. Guy: “Do you really like me because I like you too” Me: “Umm…shoot, I’m on my period.” I can never think straight when I’m about to start. I let my emotions control me and regret it later when my hormones are back to normal. Then I am stuck with the aftermath of trying to fix it. Next time, I’m just going to hide my phone and go into hiding

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Is It Time?

I've been in and out of serious relationships, but none of them have really made me want to stay and say "alright, I can do this with you."  I've met such great guys and when it came down to fully committing, I back away.  Each time I bring a guy home to meet my family, I break it off.  I can never fully put my heart in anything.  I ask myself, "Am I a robot?"  I don't feel anything, no let me rephrase that, it's not enough to make me stay.  But why is that?  Why do I have feel like I have to settle down?  I'm in my 30's, not married, dating, and in college.  I've never had the urged to settle down, have a family or do what people call unselfish things.  Is there something wrong with me? Or am I just being to picky?  I don't know what it is.  I just want to be happy and happiness isn't easy to find.  I'm happy where I am at right now and that's something feel really great about. So I'll worry about love and what society calls the norm when the time comes. 

Friday, July 29, 2011

I love donuts

I happily jay walked to my favorite donut shop, Happy Donuts (the name is well suited).  I bought 6 white powdered donut holes, 6 black powdered donuts holes, white glaze twisted, chocolate glaze raise, and a glaze raise.  They all went smoothly down my tummy.