Sunday, July 31, 2011
Is It Time?
I've been in and out of serious relationships, but none of them have really made me want to stay and say "alright, I can do this with you." I've met such great guys and when it came down to fully committing, I back away. Each time I bring a guy home to meet my family, I break it off. I can never fully put my heart in anything. I ask myself, "Am I a robot?" I don't feel anything, no let me rephrase that, it's not enough to make me stay. But why is that? Why do I have feel like I have to settle down? I'm in my 30's, not married, dating, and in college. I've never had the urged to settle down, have a family or do what people call unselfish things. Is there something wrong with me? Or am I just being to picky? I don't know what it is. I just want to be happy and happiness isn't easy to find. I'm happy where I am at right now and that's something feel really great about. So I'll worry about love and what society calls the norm when the time comes.