Sunday, July 31, 2011

Is It Time?

I've been in and out of serious relationships, but none of them have really made me want to stay and say "alright, I can do this with you."  I've met such great guys and when it came down to fully committing, I back away.  Each time I bring a guy home to meet my family, I break it off.  I can never fully put my heart in anything.  I ask myself, "Am I a robot?"  I don't feel anything, no let me rephrase that, it's not enough to make me stay.  But why is that?  Why do I have feel like I have to settle down?  I'm in my 30's, not married, dating, and in college.  I've never had the urged to settle down, have a family or do what people call unselfish things.  Is there something wrong with me? Or am I just being to picky?  I don't know what it is.  I just want to be happy and happiness isn't easy to find.  I'm happy where I am at right now and that's something feel really great about. So I'll worry about love and what society calls the norm when the time comes. 

1 comment:

  1. I think that those people who do what they feel is right are braver than those who follow what their society dictates. They're the ones who have to deal with the questions, the curious looks, the interfering expectations.. it ain't easy to follow your heart sometimes.